“I don’t know where I stand with you”

WELL YES BECAUSE I THOUGHT YOU STOOD WITH ME!

YOU HAVE DONE FOR 3 YEARS WHAT’S CHANGED?

It’s ok in the day, I’m staying busy.

Tied up enough so don’t have to wonder where is he.

Got so sick of crying, so just lately.

When I catch myself I do a 180.

Stay up clean the house,

Least I’m not drinking.

Run around so I don’t have to think about thinking.

As this ache in my chest,

As my day is done now.

The dark covers me and I cannot run now.